●take my hand, take my whole life too, for I can't help falling in love with you● It was you that picked the pieces up, when I was a broken soul, then glued me back together, returned to me what others stole. I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to make you sway, like I know I've done before I will not do it anymore. I've always been a dreamer, I've had my head among the clouds, but now that I'm coming down, won't you be my solid ground?● You make me somebody, not even me can see it yet● I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts, I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out. I'm falling apart, barely breathing, with a broken heart, that's still beating. In the pain is the healing. In your name I find meaning so I'm holdin' on. ● There's a light at each end of this tunnel,You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again If you only try turning around.2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,Threatening the life it belongs to. And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to. But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, and life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button now ● It's a small crime and I got no excuse, and is that alright? Give my gun away while its loaded. Is that alright? If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it? Is that alright with you? ● I never saw it coming I should have started running a long, long time ago and I never thought I'd doubt you I'm better off without you more than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closeure I guess its really over, I'm finally getting better and I'm picking up the pieces, glueing my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through I got over you. ● Waiting for one precious sign, a flicker of a smile, you should try it just once in awhile. Baby it's not quite your style, simply to easy to do, you might not see it through. Find yourself another place to fall . Find yourself up against another brick wall . See yourself as a fallen angel . Well I don't see no holes in the road but you ,find another place to fall. Are you proud to have founded a brand new behaviour with hatred and hurt as your saviour but nobody's choosing to follow so you choke back the tears and you swallow● Here I am once again, I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend, just thought you were the one● All I need is a bitter song, to make me better. Much better● Let me be the one you call, if you jump I'll break your fall, lift you up and fly away with you into the night. If you need to fall apart, I can mend a broken heart. If you need to fall apart then crash and burn, you're not alone. ● I can't keep myself and still keep you too. So I keep in mind, when I'm on my own, somewhere far from home , in the danger zone. How many times did it take before I finally got through? You lose. You lose. ● Where is the moment we needed the most? You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost. ● I never thought I could love anyone but myself now I know I can't love anyone but you. Make me think that maybe I won't die alone.● There's just one thing that I need to say, before I close my eyes and walk away. There's just one thing that I need to feel, before I walk away against my will. There's just one thing that I need to hear, before I walk away for the last time. There's just one thing that I need to see, before I take this chance and set us free ● When your gone, will I lose control? You're the only road I know, you show me where to go. Who will drive my soul? Seems somebody burned out the signs, I can't expect the hard curves. There are no borders , there are no lines, how can I know where to turn? You make the streetlights reappear, I feel found when you stand near, I know what I am when you here, my place becomes so clear.● Some of them want to use you, some of them want to get used by you. ● We're both looking for something, we've been afraid to find. It's easier to be broken, it's easier to hide. Looking at you, holding my breath, for once in my life I'm scared to death of letting you inside.● Well, there's not a lot for you to give if you're giving in, and there's not a lot to feel if you're not feeling it. ● Step one, you say, we need to talk, he walks, says sit down its just a talk. Smiles politely at you, you stare politely right on through. Some sort of window to your right, he goes left and you stay right, between the lines of fear and blame, you begin to wonder why you came. Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend along the bitterness and I would have stayed up with you all night, had I known how to save a life ● Please come here, please come on over, there is no line that you can't step right over. Without you, well I'm left hollow, so can we decide to try a little joy tommorrow, 'cause baby tonight I'll follow● Oh simple thing, where have you gone? I'm getting old and I need something to rely on. So tell me when, you're gonna let me in, I'm get tired and I need somewhere to begin. So if you have a minute why don't we go talk about it somewhere only we know, this could be the end of everything, so why don't we go somewhere only we know. ● In a way, I need a change from this burnout scence, another time, another town, another everything but its always back to you. Stumble out, in the night, in the pouring rain, made the block, sat and thought, there's more I need, but it's always back to you. How many times can I break till I shatter? Over the line can't define what I'm after, I always turn the car around. Give me a break, let me make my own pattern, all that I need is some time but I'm shattered. I had no idea that the night could take so damn long, took it out, on the street but the rain still falls, pushing me back to you. ● When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do, nothing you confess, could make me love you less. I'll stand by you. I won't let nobody hurt you, I'll stand by you. ● I once had a grip on everything, it feels better to let go. I'm not over, I'm not over you just yet. Can I hide it? You're not that easy to forget. ● I fought the angels here today, hope, my defeat will end this play. Everybody know that, I only have myself to blame, everybody knows that, softly, softly wins the game. Run, conversations in my head, write, my own scripts to dish the dread and if I speak outloud I will have to change the words, 'cause speakings out of bounds, if it's practiced by a fool.● Forgive, sounds good, forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, well I'm still waiting. I'm through with doubt, there's nothing left for me to figure out. ● This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us, it's time to make my move, I'm shaking of the rust. I've got my heart set, on anywhere but here. I'm staring down myself counting up the years.● When I'm lost, in the rain, in your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way. And when I'm scared, losing ground, when my world is going crazy you can turn it all around. And when I'm down your there pushing me to the top, your always there giving me all you've got. For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm, I turn to you. ● These words are my own, I love you, I love you.● 'Cause we belong together now, forever united here somehow. You got a piece of me and honestly, my life would suck without you.● There's nothing I could say to you, nothing I could ever do to make you see, what you mean to me. I will be all that you want and get myself together 'cause you keep me from falling apart. All my life, I'll be with you forever to get you through the day and make everything okay. I can never ever live a day without you, here with me. Do you see, your all I need.● At first, when I see you cry, it makes me smile. At worst, I feel bad for awhile but then I just smile. ● You're a fallen star, you're the getaway car, you're the line in the sand when i go too far. You're the swimming pool on the August day and you're the perfect thing to say. And you play it coy, but its kinda cute. When you smile at me you know exactly what you do. And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times, its you, its you, you make me sing, you're every line, you're every word, you're everything.● Remember these walls I built, well baby they're tumbling down, they didn't even put up a fight, they didn't even make a sound. I found a way to let you in, but I never really had a doubt, standing in the light of your halo, I've got my angel now. It's like i've been awakened, every rule i had you breaking, its the risk that i'm taking, i'm never going to shut you out. Everywhere I'm looking now, I'm surrounded by your embrace, baby I can feel your halo, you know you're my saving grace. Everything I needed and more, it's written all over you're face, baby I can feel your halo, pray it won't fade away. Hit me like a ray of sun, burning through my darkest night, you're the only one that I want and I got addicted to your light. ● All of these lines across my face, tell you the story of who I am, so many stories of who I am, and how I got to where I am. But these stories don't mean anything if you've got no one to tell them to, it's true, I was made for you. I climbed across the mountaintops, travel across the mountain blue. I cross over lines and broke all the rules and baby I broke them all for you. Oh, because even when I was flat broke, you make me feel like a million bucks, you do, I was made for you.● She says maybe it's over, he says there's plenty more fish in the sea, I say, please don't go away from me. ● I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, life is maze and love is a riddle. I don't know where to go, can't do it alone, I've tried and I don't know why. Slow it down, make it stop, or else my heart is going to pop, because it's too much, yeah, it's a lot, to be something I'm not. I'm a fool, out of love, 'cause i just can't get enough. I'm just a little girl lost in the moment, I'm so scared though I don't show it. I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down, i've got to let it go, and just enjoy the show. ● Here's the day you hoped would never come, don't feed me violins, just run with me through roads of speeding cars. The papercuts, the cheating lovers, the coffee's never strong enough. I know you think its more than just bad luck. There, there baby, it's just textbook stuff, its in the ABC of growing up. Now, now darling, 'cause none of us are angels and you know i love you.●Cause to stand up, out in the crowd, you are one in a million and i love you so, lets watch the flowers grow. If the world isn't turning, your heart won't return anyone, anything, anyhow. So take me, don't leave me, take me, don't leave me, baby love will come through it's just waiting for you.● Wait, i'm wrong, should have done better than this. Please i'll be strong, i'm finding it hard to resist. So show me what i'm looking for. Save me, I'm lost, Oh Lord i've been waiting for you, i'll pay any cost, save me from being confused.● lying in my bed i hear the clock tick and think of you, caught up in circles, confusion is nothing new, you say "go slow" i fall behind, the second hand unwinds. if your lost you can look and you will find me,time after time, if you fall i will catch you, i'll be waiting, time after time.● I did my best to notice, when the call came down the line, up to the platform of surrender, i was brought but i was kind. And sometimes i get nervous when i see an open door, close your eyes, clear your heart, cut the cord. Are we human or are we dancer? My sign is vital, my hands are cold. And i'm on my knees looking for the answer, are we human or are we dancer?● Dont know what to do anymore, i've lost the only love worth fighting for, i'll drown in my tears, dont they see? That would show you, that would make you hurt like me. All the same, i dont want mudslinging games. Its such a shame to see you walk away. Is there a chance? A fragment of light at the end of the tunnel? A reason to fight? Is there a chance you may change your mind? Or are we ashes and wine?● One of these days you'll be under the covers you'll be under the table and you'll realize all of your days are numbered; all of them one to a hundred. All of them millions; all of them trillions. So what are you gonna do with them all? Take every moment, you know that you own them, its all you can do, use whats been given to you.● Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, no matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow. The eye of the storm or a cry in the morn, you're fine for awhile but then you start to lose control. He's there in my heart, hes there in the dark, he waits in the wings, hes gotta play a part. Trouble is a friend, trouble is a friend of mine. Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, and no matter what i feed him he always seems to grow. He sees what i see and he knows what i know, so dont forget as you ease on down the road. ●This is the last time, that i will say these words, i remember the first time, the first of many lies. Sweep it into the corner, or hide it under the bed, say these things go away but they never do. something i wasnt sure of, but wasnt in the middle of, something i've forgot now, but seen too little of. The last timeYou fall on me for anything you likeYour one last lineYou fall on me for anything you like And years make everything alright.You fall on me for anything you like And I know I don't mind.● Slow down, lie down, remember its just you and me, dont sell out, dont bow out, remeber its just you and me. I just want you closer. Is that on me? Baby, lets get close tonight. Scrap my last request, just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders, lay down beside me. Sure, i can accept we're going nowhere, but one last time lets go there, lay down beside me. ● The walls start breathing, my minds unweaving, maybe its best you leave me alone, a weight is lifted on this evening, i give the final blow. when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight, it ends tonight. ● Incompatible, it don't matter though, someones bound to hear my cry, speak out if you do, you're not easy to find. Is it possible, Mr Lovable is already in my life? right in front of me or maybe you're in disguise. Remeber all the things we wanted, now all the memories they're haunted, We were always meant to say goodbye. Even with our fists held high, it would have never worked out right, we were never meant for do or die. I didnt want to slip out, I didnt come here to hurt you now I cant stop. I want you to know that it doesnt matter where we take this road, someones gotta go. And i want you to know you couldnt have loved me better but I want you to move on so I'm already gone. Looking at you makes it harder, but i know that you'll find another that doesnt always make you want to cry, started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set it, perfect couldnt keep this love alive. You know that I loved you so, i love you enough to let you go. I will not make the same mistakes that you did, I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery, I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard. I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far. Because of you I never strayed to far from the side walk, because of you i learned to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt, because of you i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me, because of you I am afraid. Built a perfect house in a pefect town, Dreamt a perfect dream and it all fell down. We held on tight like hungry lovers, watched the day break from beneath the covers. Had to know for sure, what its all about. Oh, this should easy. Oh, just tell me we'd be happy just building castles in the sand. Once upon a time, I believe it was Tuesday when i caught your eye, we caught onto something i hold onto into the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me. Were you just kidding cause it seems to me this thing is breaking down, we almost never speak. I dont feel welcome anymore, baby, what happened? please tell me cause one second it was perfect and now you're half way out the door. and i stare at the phone he still hasnt called and you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all and you flashback to when he said forever and always. It rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong. it rains when your here and it rains when your gone, cause i was there when you said forever and always. wAs i out of line, did i say something way to honest make you run and hide? Like a scared little boy, i looked into your eyes, but i knew you for a minute now I'm not so sure. So heres to everything, coming down to nothing, heres to silence, it cuts me to the core, where is this going? i knew for a minute but I dont anymore. Where were you when everything was falling apart? All my days spent by the telephone, it never rang. And all i needed was a call that never came. Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me, lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded, why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Just a little late, you found me. In the end, everyone ends up alone, loosing her, the only one whos ever known, who i am, who im not and who I wanna be. You took my hand you showed me how, you promised me you'd be around. I took your words, and i believed in everything you said to me. If someone said 3 years from now you'd be long gone, I'd stand up and punch them out, cause their all wrong. I know better cause you said forever and ever, who knew? I wish I could touch you again, i wish i could still call you "friend", I'd give anything. When someone said count your blessings now for the long gone, I guess I just didnt know how, I was all wrong. They knew better, still you said forever and ever, who knew? Where do you go with your broken tow? What do you do with the left over you? And how do you know when to let go? Where does the good? Look me in the eye and tell me you dont find me attractive, look me in the heart and tell me you wont go, look me in the eye and promise no love is like our love, look me in the heart and unbreak broken it wont happen. Where do you go when your in love and the world knows? how do you live so happily when Im sad and broken down? What do you say its up for grabs now that your on way down. The day we met was like a hit and run, and i still taste it on my tongue. The sky was burning up like fireworks, you made me want you oh so bad it hurt, but girl, in case you havent heard: I used to be love drunk, but now im hungover,I love you forever, forvever is over. We used to kiss all night, now its just a bar fight, so dont call me baby, say hello to goodbye. I dont know if i can yell any louder, how many times have I kicked you out of here? I've said something insulting. I can be so mean when I wanna be, I am capable of really anything, I can cut you into pieces, when my heart is broken. Please don't leave me, I always say how i dont need you but its always gonna come right back to this: please dont leave me. how did i become so obnoxious? What is it with you that makes me act like this? I've never been this nasty. Can;t you tell that this is all just a contest? The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest, but baby I dont mean it. I mean it. I promise. I forgot to say outloud how beautiful you really are, to me, I need you, I'm sorry. I gave it all up, but Im taking back my love, I've given you too much, but I'm taking back my love. and i dont want to know, I just want to run to you, and break off the chains, and throw them away, i just to be so much. And shake off the dust that turned me to rust, sooner than later. I need a savior. It will never change if you want it to stay the same. After all you put me through, you'd think i'd despise you, but in the end i wanna thank you because in the end it makes me that much stronger...'cause if it wasnt for all that you tried to do, i wouldnt know how just how capable i am to put through, So i wanna say thank you cause it makes me that much stronger, it makes me work a little bit harder, it makes me that much wiser so thanks for making me a fighter. Made me learn a little bit faster, made my skin a little bit thicker, made me that much faster, so thanks for making me a fighter. I'm gonna say this now, your chance has come and gone. And you know, its just a little too late, a little too long and I cant wait. but you know all the right things to say, you say you dream of my face but you dont like me, you just like the chase. To be real, it doesnt matter anyways, you know its just a little too late. You held my hand so very tightly and told me what we could be dreaming of. There's nothing like you and I, nothing like you and I, we spend some time together drinking spend some time just thinking bout days of joy. As our hearts started beating faster, I recalled your laughter from long ago. There's nothing like you and I. I'd like to make myself believe, that the planet earth turns slowly, its hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep because nothing is ever as it seems. I'm here 'cause I hate goodbyes. I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green, i hope when your in bed with her you think of me. i would never wish bad things but i dont wish you well, could you tell by the flames that burned your words? I never read letter, cause i knew what you'd say, gimme that sunday school answer, trying to make it all okay, Does it hurt to know i'll never be there? bet it sucks to see my face everywhere, it was you who chose to end it like you did. i was last and then you knew, exactly what you'd do it dont suck, you simply lost your way, she may believe you but I never will...never again. I needed all my strength to stand up to your agenda, I said it, I said it again. I never wanna be stuck in your machine, i said it, I said it again. All this time I was wastingHoping you would come aroundI've been giving out chances every timeAnd all you do is let me downAnd it's taking me this long, Baby but I figured you out. And you're thinking we'll be fine again, But not this time around. You don't have to call anymore, I won't pick up the phone, This is the last straw, Don't wanna hurt anymore
Saturday, December 13, 2008
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